Week 9: Why this week will be like no other thanks to the power of money, Chris the game player and how to deal with the negative public reaction

Hi guys!

I have been totally addicted this week! I even keep calling every a 'f***ing k*** head' thanks to watching Helen for so long. She calls everyone it! That's how you know you watch too much TV.

Christopher and Mark's romance

This is what everyone has been talking about this week and do you know what? I'm actually team Mark. 

Everyone on Twitter thought he was the one being out of order but I actually think bad of Christopher. Mark wears the little trousers and he just tags along with it. They both like it and that's just how they are.

But when Christopher called him a game player I did get confused. He's been chasing after a bloke that he thought was playing a game? That doesn't make sense to me and was out of order on Mark's behalf. They should be having each other's backs.

And if I'm honest, I just think Mark plays up to the cameras. Chris Wright, however, is a total game player.

There's two different types of things that happen in the house. There are people who naturally play up to the cameras, the entertainers. And then there's the game players.

I don't like it when they think us viewers are dumb and that we can't see what they're doing. Just like Chris with Pav. He likes to take people down one by one.

Zoe is gone!

Zoe could come across proper cocky but I think she's a really nice girl. It just goes to show you can say one comment and the whole thing collapses. 

You have to be so careful what you say in there. But to be honest, I don't remember being that careful, although I did get told off a lot…

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Outside interaction

I can't believe how much interaction they've had with the outside world this year. We've never had it this much before but it has made them think about themselves more. 

I did feel really bad for Helen when she was reading out those comments in the diary room. She may have been laughing but I could see she was holding back tears. Really, she's soft as s***.

Mark felt like he had Big Brother in the bag and now he's a bit sceptical. But do you know what? I still think he might win. He's the only one that makes me laugh! His and Christopher's argument actually made me choke on my biscuit.

When you're in the house and you hear the crowd you actually feel like you're going to have a panic attack. It's like a pack of lions out there. It's awful. You've just got to try and be as strong as possible.

In my experience, I found it really difficult to deal with negative comments when I first came out. I was in tears for the first couple of weeks. 

You deal with things you just wouldn't as a normal person. No one comes up to you and calls you fat or ugly on a day-to-day basis do they? 

All I can say is, be careful who you trust. Remember these people don't know you so they really don't matter.

The awkward moment when...

I bumped into Steven Goode this week which was nice and awkward! I had to apologise for calling his misses an android but he was fine, he insisted she's not like that in real life.

I obviously had to ask about this 'Two Second Steve' stuff and he insisted it was two and a half hours. I wondered why she had a sweat on…

But they're definitely, definitely in love. 

The power of money

Oh my God, this week is when it all starts. You don't actually know someone until money is involved. I always say you know who your mates are when you lend them money. 

Everything changes when it's involved. Money can bring out a side of a person they didn't know they had. This week is going to be really fun to watch.